Book Review: Narrative Loserdom: (From Journal One) by Ryan Collins

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Paperback: 204 pages
Publisher: CreateSpace (December 1, 2011)
Available on: Amazon.com

Synopsis

Justin Taggart doesn’t know anything (about being a loser). He likes girls and plays sports and has some friends. Unfortunately his fear of rejection outweighs his ability to deal with these well. Mostly there’s Sterling, the girl of his dreams who knows how to stop his heart by not knowing he likes her. Another thing is trying to get money with Adam, who’s rich anyway so it’s more about hanging out. As for Justin, he makes ends meet by mowing people’s yards with Adam, and sometimes by breaking into vending machines and selling late-night cable programming to peers (also with Adam). But it’s not like he doesn’t feel bad about it, since Jesus died for his sins. School is pretty terrible with all the work and practice, but there are a few people there worth mentioning. Anyone who picks up his journal will be in for something, if they feel like getting through a lot of grammar and spelling problems. They’ll probably end up seeing that they shouldn’t have looked at it anyway, because this is someone’s private anthem of girls, grass, and loserdom.

Review

Before getting my hands on this book, I was really excited to read it as its synopsis immediately caught my attention - possibly because I could easily relate to it. Also, the idea of a journal-styled book really appealed to me. However, I have to admit that I was a little thrown off by the intended grammatical errors and it’s attempt to make it look like a journal in the beginning. As I read on – it proved to be a read that gets better down the pages. A word of warning though: As I mentioned, this is an easy read, so don’t expect any highly twisted and sophisticated content – it’s just plain ol’ simple and fun. I mean, what do you expect of a teenager’s life, right?

Justin Taggart writes in his journal with a point of view that he is quite the loser, though I beg to differ. With athletic involvements and being rather intelligent himself, nothing spells loser with Justin. Following his interesting accounts of him searching for lawn mowing jobs, being sneaky and yet still having the conscience as to his responsibilities to his God, it’s a rather interesting mix of events and adventures. There may be no events that get you to laugh out hysterically, but it sure packs a few of chuckles and giggles when you try to understand Justin’s relationship with his friends, especially Adam. Another thing I love is the way that Justin’s writing improves as time goes by – it just goes to show that his time spent in journalism classes aren’t such a waste after all, and it also adds a hint of being realistic.

It’s interesting to note how easily you can catch Justin’s personality from the way he writes, as if you are getting to know someone in real life. However, there has been a few occasions where certain inconsistencies with Justin appear, but it can be easily forgiven as that is not the focus of the book anyway.

I enjoy how this book packs a very easy, fun and summer-like feel, even though there are many scenes set in school. That being said, the story itself paces rather slowly and also has an ending that doesn’t captivate you, nor does it end in a conventional manner.

All in all, this book is like a journal you picked up on the streets belonging to someone else, except this guy intended for you to pick it up and read it. Some may find it exciting; some may find it a little artificial. Either way, it’s a simple book about a simple life – and it’s a simple read!

About The Author

Ryan Collins was born in Texas in 1985. While attending Texas State University he earned his bachelor’s degree in exercise science with a minor in writing, and moved toward a post-graduate degree in computer information systems. In the company of a few unpublished short stories, Narrative Loserdom represents his first self-published novel. Ryan works for a local communications company in Austin, Texas, where he resides with his girlfriend and pugs.


Rating: 3

*Special thanks to the author, Ryan Collins for providing me a copy of the book to enjoy.

Book Review : By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead by Julie Anne Peters

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By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead
By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead by
Paperback, 200 pages
Published May 17th 2011 by Hyperion Book
After a lifetime of being bullied, Daelyn Rice is broken beyond repair. She has tried to kill herself before, and is determined to get it right this time.

Review
So much suffering, so much pain... a suicidal girl who failed to kill herself ends up wearing a neck brace and not being able to talk. One day, she comes across a website called Through The Light, a virtual gathering place for people who wants to end their lives because of various reasons. She signs up as a member, and she schedules herself to die 23 days later, on the day of determination. And so, she starts to plan her death. Morbid, I know, but it's sad too.

Daelyn Rice has been bullied since kindergarten, and she's too afraid to confess the truth to anyone, her parents included. She's suffered from endless verbal and physical torments, and her inability to fight back makes her hates herself even more. It really angers me to see how some people can be so mean and cruel. They are monsters in disguise of humans who feed on others' fear and helplessness.

Daelyn's mother, Kim is basically ignorant about her daughter's conditions, as she is always busy with her work. She always assumes that Daelyn is shy and timid, and never see how broken her daughter is after going to and returning from the hellhole which is school itself. She's blinded by her assumptions, and that nearly causes her daughter's life.

If I were a mother, and someone were to bully or terrorize my child, I would report this incident to the school administration and demand an appropriate punishment for the bullies. Heck, I will also threaten the school that if they do not take action on this matter, I will lodge an official police report. Yes, I'm that badass. But as a mother, I will do anything to protect my child.

Daelyn's only friend is Santana, a geeky boy who sits at the bench - which she assumes to be her bench after school everyday. Santana tries to engage her in a conversation, but she remains mute. Santana, in his desperation, eventually brings his pet rat Herve to see Daelyn, but she only freaks out at the sight of his rat. But as days pass, she realizes that Santana is not a bad person after all. Soon, they become non-friends - not exactly friends, but something which borders the term. Later, Daelyn discovers that Santana has a secret on his own, and she is shocked to learn how Santana can still live the way he does.

Daelyn's encounter is pitiful, but I feel that she should be braver - looking for an easy way out through suicide is never the option as your tormentors will not feel a shred of guilt even if you die. It's your parents who will hurt, it's your family who will mourn your death, its your mother who will cry her heart out at losing a child who was once a part of herself.

By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead is a harrowing and heartbreaking story. The title speaks for itself. However, I think there are times when we have to learn to face the truth with courage, no matter how hard and painful it may be.

Rating: 4.000

About The Author

Julie Anne Peters was born in Jamestown, New York. When she was five, her family moved to the Denver suburbs in Colorado. Her parents divorced when she was in high school. She has three siblings: a brother, John, and two younger sisters, Jeanne and Susan.

Cover Reveal: The Second Empress by Michelle Moran

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Random House has just released the cover for Michelle Moran's THE SECOND EMPRESS! It features Marie-Louise, who was Napoleon's second wife, and Pauline Bonaparte, Napoleon's wild younger sister.



Aren't you excited?


About Michelle Moran

Michelle Moran was born in the San Fernando Valley, CA. She took an interest in writing from an early age, purchasing Writer's Market and submitting her stories and novellas to publishers from the time she was twelve. When she was accepted into Pomona College she took as many classes as possible in British Literature, particularly Milton, Chaucer, and the Bard. Not surprisingly, she majored in English while she was there. Following a summer in Israel where she worked as a volunteer archaeologist, she earned an MA from the Claremont Graduate University.

Michelle has traveled around the world, from Zimbabwe to India, and her experiences at archaeological sites were what inspired her to write historical fiction. She is the international bestselling author of Nefertiti, The Heretic Queen, and Cleopatra's Daughter. Her fourth novel, Madame Tussaud, was released on February 15, 2011.


I've read three of her books, and I love them all! You can read my reviews for her books by clicking on the images below:

Cleopatra's Daughter cover
Heretic Queen coverHeretic Queen cover